I have fluctuated between the same five pounds for over a year now.
Sometimes I'm 288.
Sometimes I'm 290.
Sometimes I'm 292.
If I were to ever see another number I'd be a happy girl.
Today was not that day.
Everyone - my husband, my friends, my family, even total strangers - tell me to not get discouraged. It takes time to lose weight.
But how can I do what I did this week and
NOT. LOSE. A. POUND.
I am so discouraged right now, and I really feel like I am dealing with this alone, because I really don't think anyone understands.
I know that God has created me the way He wants me to be, but surly He doesn't want me to be
290 lbs
??
I am praying for strength and guidance.
i just don't know what to do anymore.
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